Deceptive mind.

I don’t know if I should believe what you told me a day ago I think. You told me to go away and you are sure that you’re breaking up with me.

I did not lose hope. I continued thinking that mom, my sister, or my dad will wake me up from sleep to tell me that you’re here, but it didn’t happen. I still forced myself to believe that maybe you’re waiting for me somewhere in monumento, but still I didn’t see you there. I thought, maybe you’re in tayuman, waiting there to take me to CVG but,  I didn’t see you there. It was raining when I arrived there, I searched for your face everywhere, the face I’ll never get tired of looking at, but I didn’t see you. The rain added grief and sadness. I was half wet, wishing I’ll see you somewhere there but I didn’t.

I hope I’ll wake up later with a message from you that it’s all a joke. But I don’t know. I just don’t want to believe that you’ll be holding on to what you told me and stick with it.